when nothing makes sence everything soon will

so its been awhile my good friend blog. we've both undergone some changes mine being locations and health yours more of a slight glossing over to avoid the dust. but none of that really matters as i said soon all will make sense and become a place that will make most happy as it always has. only the people who currently are unhappy find this unfair and for the time being that is me but i know things will work themselves out and i will become one of the happy ones. ha that almost sounds like a fairy tail maybe even a movie very much like pretty women she has her rough times gets called a whore then suddenly her knight in shining limo shows up. i don't want a limo or a knight i simply want to go home and get some food be cuddled in next to my wife that is the end of my story. and now that we know the end lets talk briefly of the struggle the things that make the movie worth watching if only so you can say im glad im not that guy. for mine we enter a hospital where i sit alone chating with my wife via skype i have ivs in both arms im on my 8th bag of fluids due to dehydration and an insulin pump trying to normalize my readings. my wife is in another state we will say i was just visiting my father when i fell ill. and now we know the turmoil i say we contact gary marshall and start shooting its a flip on his classic pretty women i told you i could write it better every one loves when the man is the weak one and the woman is his rock.