what makes a man and where have all the good ones gone.

i have recently stumbled upon a site that i believe is very useful to and necessary to today's boy's. with true hard as nails John Wayne type men dying off who is to teach their children what it is to be a man, a being of both strength and knowledge. i remember when i first learned to shave it wasn't a skill i was actually taught as much one i came to know i knew i had hair on my face and didn't like it so i cut it. thankfully straight razors have gone the way of the dodo and i simply had a little piece of plastic and metal in my hand with a much shallower learning curve. but i learned this skill that is to passed from a father to son in clever land not from some one but from trial and error. i feel that growing up the way i did made me a softer man maybe even could be considered a man of the 90's some one trying to hold on to that strength and honor that the men who founded our nation set the bar for but not really knowing how. our father figures where more often then not women the strong single mother trying to be both. so i would say it is easy to see why we have so many men that are either way to strong or way to soft. the father of beaver cleaver was a strong man he had the perfect balance of what i shall call the male milk shake enough of the soft edge to not go around starting fights but enough of the hard to finish any he was in honorably. i believe given the right age and enough time a boy stumbling onto this site could become the ward cleavers of our days.

when nothing makes sence everything soon will

so its been awhile my good friend blog. we've both undergone some changes mine being locations and health yours more of a slight glossing over to avoid the dust. but none of that really matters as i said soon all will make sense and become a place that will make most happy as it always has. only the people who currently are unhappy find this unfair and for the time being that is me but i know things will work themselves out and i will become one of the happy ones. ha that almost sounds like a fairy tail maybe even a movie very much like pretty women she has her rough times gets called a whore then suddenly her knight in shining limo shows up. i don't want a limo or a knight i simply want to go home and get some food be cuddled in next to my wife that is the end of my story. and now that we know the end lets talk briefly of the struggle the things that make the movie worth watching if only so you can say im glad im not that guy. for mine we enter a hospital where i sit alone chating with my wife via skype i have ivs in both arms im on my 8th bag of fluids due to dehydration and an insulin pump trying to normalize my readings. my wife is in another state we will say i was just visiting my father when i fell ill. and now we know the turmoil i say we contact gary marshall and start shooting its a flip on his classic pretty women i told you i could write it better every one loves when the man is the weak one and the woman is his rock.

im just not that into vamps

as my wife sits behind wishing for hundreds of dollars worth of true blood themed drinks, and drinkware. i sit here and realize that this is partialy my fault as i love her and indulge her every love true blood being one i even bought her the dvd of the first season on my birthday. i didnt really care it made her happy and that was worth it so i figured in order for us to spend less time with our backs to each other and our faces to a monitor i should begin to join in on the joys of true blood by watching it with her which has been going well we just finished the first season. which inspired her to look at the website to see what they sell, so far she wants a neon sign for fangtasia

 

 a coffee cup

 

a trip to new orleans with friends

this is the only thing i know about new Orleans

and of course true blood

wich can be used in such gems as 

 

and any thing with eric on it

 

if youd care to look up and maybe help me out here in indulging my wifes love you can visit here.

http://store.hbo.com/?pagemax=all&v=hbo_shows_true-blood 

well now we are going to watch Sherlock Holmes the new one with Robert downey jr. in it once again my wife loves him so at least this movie doesn't include vamps. 

So I did it

I am now among the other techies with pens in our shirt pockets and computers on our brains. im not exactly sure why i did it since i am not exactly the most up lifting guy, and their are already enough people out their playing to the sympathies of the internet. maybe this will be part of the change i am going through slowly becoming assimilated into the outgoing people my wife likes to hang out with or maybe i am just trying to keep up with the times so as to not be left behind like so many other relics of life. then their is the possibility that we really are just playing out our lifes very matrix style and i am leaving behind my thoughts to improve the 2.0 version of life. what ever it may be i have put it out their and it has been permanently etched into the code that can not be broken. if your reading this morphius dont bother i would take the blue pill.